For if
you cry for discernment,
Lift your
voice for understanding;
If you
seek her as silver
And
search for her as hidden treasures;
Then you
will discern the fear of the Lord
And
discover the knowledge of God.
For the
Lord gives wisdom;
From His
mouth come knowledge and understanding (Proverbs 2:3-6).
Lately,
I’ve been asking God to “wake me up inside” and let me know my purpose in life.
I’ve been feeling like I’ve been going through the motions of life day after
day wondering if anything I’ve done so far really matters. I understand why
King Solomon said “I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all
of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind” (Ecclesiastes 1:14,
NIV). I’ve seen people doing the same old things and making the same
mistakes time and time again, and I’ve wondered if there really is a point to
it all.
I was
staring into my bathroom mirror earlier when all of a sudden I had an epiphany,
and I know it was God answering my prayer. It came to me that we all live out
our purpose automatically every day without even realizing it. Even when we get
off the right path we should be on, we still make the choices that allow us to
keep living out our purpose even when it’s not in the best way.
I used to
think God kind of coerces us back to the right path by taking over certain
areas until we get to where He wants us to be. I felt like, even though He’s
given us free will, He still directs us in ways that only makes us think we’re
making our own choices, but in reality we’re limited by the either/or standard,
either we go down the path of righteousness or we don’t.
Today, I
discovered that we have free will in more ways than I could have ever thought
possible. God gives us the freedom to make choices, whether good or bad, but
those choices will always lead us back to our purpose. We can’t mess up who we
truly are. We can delay our progress, but He made us for reasons we can’t
comprehend, and His will is done no matter what we ultimately think or do. This
is a good thing because it takes the weight off our shoulders of trying to find
out the meaning for our existence. Even when we get confused or can’t find the
words to explain what it is, it’s still there.
Before
we’re born, God decides what gifts and abilities we’ll have. There is
absolutely nothing that can change that. I think of it like a computer. It is
built with a certain set of programs that makes it run the most efficiently for
its model. If you were to mess with that programming, you’d damage the
computer. Have you ever tried to delete essential files that come on it?
There’s a reason it warns you not to if you try. It won’t work the way it’s
supposed to without its factory settings.
God
creates all of us with unique abilities that nobody else has in the same way we
do. He doesn’t want us to compare ourselves to others or feel inferior to each
other. We can deny who we are or step into a place we don’t belong, but each of
us has the ability to be exactly who God created us to be because He hardwired
it into our very DNA. We just have to stop struggling and let God show us who
He made us to be. In John 8:32, Jesus told his disciples “the truth will set
you free.” He was explaining to them the truth about God’s kingdom, not the
world’s truth. His truth will always set us free.
The world
will never be able to tell you what your purpose is. How could it? Since God
made you, He is the only One that can open your eyes to your personal reason
for being here. If you want answers about yourself, ask Him. I read a quote
once that said “The problem with listening to other people is that it’s like
the blind leading the blind.” No matter who a person is, whether it’s family, friends
and especially complete strangers who know nothing about you, they’ll never be
able to tell you who you are. God is the potter, and we are the clay (Isaiah
64:8).
People
search for happiness and success in places that can't give it to them in a lasting
way. We can have all the money in the world and every nice thing it can buy and
still lack happiness. We can gain fame or recognition from others for our
various accomplishments, but it means nothing if we don’t have God backing us.
Ultimately, we are aimless without Him. So many are driven by what really
doesn’t matter in the end. They have a hole inside that can’t be filled by the
world's version of success. I used to have the same problem. It wasn’t until
the Lord woke me up to who He is and the love He has for me that I realized He
was what I was looking for all along.
The enemy
and the world will try to distract you with many things that don’t matter.
Satan doesn’t want you to know about God’s love or to discover the unique
person you are. He wants to make you wander after things that he knows will
never satisfy you. Don’t let him fool you, and don’t let anyone else have
control over your life. It’s yours. How you live it and the choices
you make are yours. Ask yourself what you can offer the world that nobody else
can. What gives your life meaning to you?
You are
special because God made you to be. For any who were like me searching for
their purpose, know you don’t need to look outside yourself because it’s
already inside where it's always been. We hear this message in various ways,
but I believe it isn’t until it hits us in the right way that we really grasp
it. God woke me up today, and I thank Him for answering my prayer! He will
answer yours too if you ask Him to.
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